Miracle happens
runsly 10-25 次遇见"There's a new student waiting in your room," my principal announced, hurrying past me on the stairs. "Name's Mary. I need to talk to you about her. Stop in the office later."
I nodded and glanced down(匆匆阅读) at the packs of pink, red and white paper, and the jars of paste(糊状物) and boxes of scissors I held in my arms. "Fine," I said. "I've just come from the supply room. We're making valentine envelopes this morning. It'll be a good way for her to get acquainted(使了解) ."
This was my third year of teaching fourth-graders, but I was already aware how much they loved Valentine's Day (now just a week away), and making these bright containers to tape to the fronts of their desks was a favorite activity. Mary would surely be caught up in the excitement and be chatting cheerfully with new friends before the project was finished. Humming to myself, I continued up the stairs.
I didn't see her at first. She was sitting in the back of the room with her hands folded in her lap. Her head was down and long, light-brown hair fell forward, caressing the softly shadowed cheeks.
"Welcome, Mary," I said. "I'm so glad you'll be in our room. And this morning you can make an envelope to hold your valentines for our party on Valentine's Day."
No response. Had she heard me?
"Mary," I said again, slowly and distinctly.
She raised her head and looked into my eyes. The smile on my face froze. A chill went through me and I stood motionless. The eyes in that sweet, little-girl face were strangely empty - as if the owner of a house had drawn the blinds and gone away. Once before I had seen such eyes: They had belonged to an inmate of a mental institution, one I'd visited as a college student. "She's found life unendurable(无法忍受的) ," the resident psychiatrist(精神病学家) had explained, "so she's retreated from the world." She had, he went on, killed her husband in a fit of insane jealousy.
But this child - she could have been my own small, lovable niece except for those blank, desolate(荒凉的) eyes. Dear God, I thought, what horror has entered the life of this innocent little girl?
I longed to take her in my arms and hug the hurt away. Instead, I pulled books from the shelf behind her and placed them in her lap. "Here are texts you'll be using, Mary. Would you like to look at them?" Mechanically, she opened each book, closed it and resumed her former position.
The bell rang then, and the children burst in on a wave of cold, snowy air. When they saw the valentine materials on my desk, they bubbled with excitement.
There was little time to worry about Mary that first hour. I took attendance, settled Mary into her new desk and introduced her. The children seemed subdued(被制服的,减弱的) and confused when she failed to acknowledge the introduction or even raise her head.
Quickly, in order to divert them, I distributed materials for the envelopes and suggested ways to construct and decorate(装饰,布置) them. I placed materials on Mary's desk, too, and asked Kristie, her nearest neighbor, to offer help.
With the children happily engrossed(全神贯注的) , I escaped to the office. "Sit down," my principal said, "and I'll fill you in." The child, she said, had been very close to her mother, living alone with her in a Detroit suburb. One night, several weeks ago, someone had broken into their home and shot and killed the mother in Mary's presence. Mary escaped, screaming, to a neighbor's. Then the child went into shock. She hadn't cried or mentioned her mother since.
The principal sighed and then went on. "Authorities sent her here to live with her only relative - a married sister. The sister enrolled Mary this morning. I'm afraid we'll get little help from her. She's divorced, with three small children to support. Mary is just one more responsibility."
"But what can I do?" I stammered(口吃,结巴) . "I've never known a child like this before." I felt so inadequate.
"Give her love," she suggested, "lots and lots of love. She's lost so much. There's prayer, too - and faith, faith that will make her a normal little girl again if you just don't lose hope."
I returned to my room to discover that the children were already shunning(回避) this "different" child. Not that Mary noticed. Even kindly little Kristie looked affronted(被冒犯的) . "She won't even try," she told me.
I sent a note to the principal to remove Mary from the room for a short time. I needed to enlist the children's help before recess, before they could taunt(逗弄,奚落) her about being "different."
#p#分页标题#e#"Mary's been hurt badly," I explained gently, "and she's so quiet because she's afraid she'll be hurt again. You see, her mother just died, and there's no one else who loves her. You must be very patient and understanding. It may be a long time before she's ready to laugh and join in your games, but you can do a lot to help her."
Bless all children. How loving they can be once they understand. On Valentine's Day, Mary's envelope overflowed. She looked at each card without comment and replaced it in her container. She didn't take them home, but at least she looked at them.
She arrived at school insufficiently dressed for the bitterly cold weather. Her raw, chapped hands - without mittens(手套) - cracked and bled. Although she seemed oblivious to sore hands and the cold, I sewed buttons on her thin coat, and the children brought caps, scarves(围巾) , sweaters and mittens. Kristie, like a little mother, helped Mary bundle up before she went outdoors, and she insisted on walking to and from school with her.
In spite of our efforts, we seemed to be getting no closer to Mary as the cold, dreary(沉闷的,枯燥的) March days dragged by. Even my faith was wearing thin. My heart ached so desperately, wanting this child to come alive, to be aware of the beauty the wonder, the fun - and, yes - even the pain of living.
Dear God, I prayed, please let one small miracle happen. She needs it so desperately.
Then on a late March day, one of the boys excitedly reported a robin(知更鸟) in the schoolyard. We flocked to the window to see it. "Spring's here!" the children cried. "Let's make a flower border for the room!"
Why not? I thought. Anything to lift our spirits. This time the papers we selected were beautiful pastel(蜡笔,颜料) colors - with brown strips to weave into baskets. I showed the children how to weave the baskets and how to fashion all the flowers we welcome in early spring. Remembering the valentine incident, I expected nothing from Mary; nevertheless, I placed the beautifully colored papers on her desk and encouraged her to try. Then I left the children to do their own creating, and I spent the next half-hour sorting scraps of paper at the back of the room.
Suddenly, Kristie came hurrying to me, her face aglow(通红的) . "Come see Mary's basket," she exclaimed. "It's so pretty! You'll never believe it!"
I caught my breath at its beauty. The gently curled petals(花瓣,翼瓣) of hyacinths(风信子) , the daffodils'(水仙花) fluted(有凹槽的) cups, skillfully fashioned crocuses(番红花) and violets - work one would expect from a child much older.
"Mary," I said. "This is beautiful. How did you ever manage?"
She looked at me with the shining eyes of any normal little girl. "My mother loved flowers," she said simply. "She had all of these growing in our garden."
Thank you, God, I said silently. You've given us the miracle. I knelt and put my arms around the child. Then the tears came, slowly at first, but soon she was sobbing her heart out against my shoulder. The other children had tears in their eyes, too, but theirs - like mine - were tears of joy.
We fastened her basket in the very center of the border at the front of the room. It remained there until school ended in June. On the last day, Mary held it carefully as she carried it out the door. Then she came running back, pulled a crocus from her basket and handed it to me. "This is for you," she said, and she gave me a hug and a Mary moved away that summer. I lost track of her, but I'll never forget her. And I know God is caring for her.
I've kept the crocus in my desk ever since - just to remind me of Mary and of the enduring power of love and faith.
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1 caressing
爱抚的,表现爱情的,亲切的
参考例句:
The spring wind is gentle and caressing. 春风和畅。
He sat silent still caressing Tartar, who slobbered with exceeding affection. 他不声不响地坐在那里,不断抚摸着鞑靼,它由于获得超常的爱抚而不淌口水。
2 drawn
v.拖,拉,拔出;adj.憔悴的,紧张的
参考例句:
All the characters in the story are drawn from life.故事中的所有人物都取材于生活。
Her gaze was drawn irresistibly to the scene outside.她的目光禁不住被外面的风景所吸引。
3 inmate
n.被收容者;(房屋等的)居住人;住院人
参考例句:
I am an inmate of that hospital.我住在那家医院。
The prisoner is his inmate.那个囚犯和他同住一起。
4 psychiatrist
n.精神病专家;精神病医师
参考例句:
He went to a psychiatrist about his compulsive gambling.他去看精神科医生治疗不能自拔的赌瘾。
The psychiatrist corrected him gently.精神病医师彬彬有礼地纠正他。
5 jealousy
n.妒忌,嫉妒,猜忌
参考例句:
Some women have a disposition to jealousy.有些女人生性爱妒忌。
I can't support your jealousy any longer.我再也无法忍受你的嫉妒了。
6 desolate
adj.荒凉的,荒芜的;孤独的,凄凉的;v.使荒芜,使孤寂
参考例句:
The city was burned into a desolate waste.那座城市被烧成一片废墟。
We all felt absolutely desolate when she left.她走后,我们都觉得万分孤寂。
7 subdued
adj. 屈服的,柔和的,减弱的 动词subdue的过去式和过去分词
参考例句:
He seemed a bit subdued to me. 我觉得他当时有点闷闷不乐。
I felt strangely subdued when it was all over. 一切都结束的时候,我却有一种奇怪的压抑感。
8 engrossed
adj.全神贯注的
参考例句:
The student is engrossed in his book.这名学生正在专心致志地看书。
No one had ever been quite so engrossed in an evening paper.没人会对一份晚报如此全神贯注。
9 enrolled
adj.入学登记了的v.[亦作enrol]( enroll的过去式和过去分词 );登记,招收,使入伍(或入会、入学等),参加,
11 inadequate
adj.(for,to)不充足的,不适当的
参考例句:
The supply is inadequate to meet the demand.供不应求。
She was inadequate to the demands that were made on her.她还无力满足对她提出的各项要求。
12 shunning
v.避开,回避,避免( shun的现在分词 )
参考例句:
My flight was more a shunning of external and internal dangers. 我的出走是要避开各种外在的和内在的威胁。 来自辞典例句
#p#分页标题#e#That book Yeh-yeh gave me-"On Filial Piety and the Shunning of Lewdness"-was still on the table. 我坐下来,祖父给我的那本《刘芷唐先生教孝戒淫浅训》还在桌子上。 来自汉英文学 - 家(1-26) - 家(1-26)
13 kindly
adj.和蔼的,温和的,爽快的;adv.温和地,亲切地
参考例句:
Her neighbours spoke of her as kindly and hospitable.她的邻居都说她和蔼可亲、热情好客。
A shadow passed over the kindly face of the old woman.一道阴影掠过老太太慈祥的面孔。
14 affronted
adj.被侮辱的,被冒犯的v.勇敢地面对( affront的过去式和过去分词 );相遇
参考例句:
He hoped they would not feel affronted if they were not invited . 他希望如果他们没有获得邀请也不要感到受辱。
Affronted at his impertinence,she stared at him coldly and wordlessly. 被他的无礼而冒犯,她冷冷地、无言地盯着他。 来自《简明英汉词典》
15 enlist
vt.谋取(支持等),赢得;征募;vi.入伍
参考例句:
They come here to enlist men for the army.他们来这儿是为了召兵。
The conference will make further efforts to enlist the support of the international community for their just struggle. 会议必将进一步动员国际社会,支持他们的正义斗争。
16 recess
n.短期休息,壁凹(墙上装架子,柜子等凹处)
参考例句:
The chairman of the meeting announced a ten-minute recess.会议主席宣布休会10分钟。
Parliament was hastily recalled from recess.休会的议员被匆匆召回开会。
17 taunt
n.辱骂,嘲弄;v.嘲弄
参考例句:
He became a taunt to his neighbours.他成了邻居们嘲讽的对象。
Why do the other children taunt him with having red hair?为什么别的小孩子讥笑他有红头发?
18 overflowed
溢出的
参考例句:
Plates overflowed with party food. 聚会上的食物碟满盘盈。
A great throng packed out the theater and overflowed into the corridors. 一大群人坐满剧院并且还有人涌到了走廊上。 来自《简明英汉词典》
19 insufficiently
adv.不够地,不能胜任地
参考例句:
Your insurance card is insufficiently stamped. 你的保险卡片未贴足印花。 来自辞典例句
Many of Britain's people are poorly dressed, badly housed, insufficiently nourished. 许多英国人衣着寒伧,居住简陋,营养不良。 来自互联网
20 mittens
不分指手套
参考例句:
Cotton mittens will prevent the baby from scratching his own face. 棉的连指手套使婴儿不会抓伤自己的脸。
I'd fisted my hands inside their mittens to keep the fingers warm. 我在手套中握拳头来保暖手指。
21 oblivious
adj.易忘的,遗忘的,忘却的,健忘的
参考例句:
Mother has become quite oblivious after the illness.这次病后,妈妈变得特别健忘。
He was quite oblivious of the danger.他完全没有察觉到危险。
22 dreary
adj.令人沮丧的,沉闷的,单调乏味的
参考例句:
They live such dreary lives.他们的生活如此乏味。
She was tired of hearing the same dreary tale of drunkenness and violence.她听够了那些关于酗酒和暴力的乏味故事。
23 desperately
adv.极度渴望地,绝望地,孤注一掷地
参考例句:
He was desperately seeking a way to see her again.他正拼命想办法再见她一面。
He longed desperately to be back at home.他非常渴望回家。
24 robin
n.知更鸟,红襟鸟
参考例句:
The robin is the messenger of spring.知更鸟是报春的使者。
We knew spring was coming as we had seen a robin.我们看见了一只知更鸟,知道春天要到了。
25 scraps
油渣
参考例句:
Don't litter up the floor with scraps of paper. 不要在地板上乱扔纸屑。
A patchwork quilt is a good way of using up scraps of material. 做杂拼花布棉被是利用零碎布料的好办法。
26 aglow
adj.发亮的;发红的;adv.发亮地
参考例句:
The garden is aglow with many flowers.园中百花盛开。
The sky was aglow with the setting sun.天空因夕阳映照而发红光。
27 petals
n.花瓣( petal的名词复数 )
参考例句:
white petals tinged with blue 略带蓝色的白花瓣
The petals of many flowers expand in the sunshine. 许多花瓣在阳光下开放。 来自《现代英汉综合大词典》
28 fluted
a.有凹槽的
参考例句:
The Taylor house is that white one with the tall fluted column on Polyock Street. 泰勒家的住宅在波洛克街上,就是那幢有高大的雕花柱子的白色屋子。
Single chimera light pink two-tone fluted star. Plain, pointed. Large. 单瓣深浅不一的亮粉红色星形缟花,花瓣端有凹痕。平坦尖型叶。大型。
29 sobbing
<主方>Ⅰ adj.湿透的
参考例句:
I heard a child sobbing loudly. 我听见有个孩子在呜呜地哭。
Her eyes were red with recent sobbing. 她的眼睛因刚哭过而发红。